Day 20 and 21 The Last Days

How do I begin to write a ending for such an experience! Is there a end? The clock struck the hour when I ended my fast and again enjoyed God's previsions of food and drink. The occasion was perfect thanks to a Merciful Lord Who Opened the flood gates of Blessings! Many of my loved ones were present last night to share in my son Caleb's (Boo) party and the breaking of the fast. God even provided Nate the opportunity to join this wonderful celebration! God has shown me so many things as of late but one lesson I did catch just last night is this. God The Father IS Generous to His Faithful Servants!

-More to come, as I am still physically tired now.

Day 19

Looking back at yesterday and living the day out are completely two different perspectives of attitude. Yesterday most of my efforts were concentrated on my home and family. The Holy Spirit was present but I chose to hold back from It's Welcoming. My human will focused on what is to happen on Saturday. The Holy Spirit did NOT leave me when I felt "flustered" or "short" yesterday. Looking back, I only let go but only a part of my free will yesterday. This is my problem not abandonment by The Holy of Holy! He can only LEAD me if I let go and allow my Father to navigate or take full control of me.

This is why He made me not write last night. I needed to reflect WITH my will in check. Allow The King of Kings to humble me enough to "listen" for His Spirit to lead again.

Hope is Alive and Well men!

Day 18

Nearly midnight and I still have energy! No drugs either, just a natural feeling of alertness and a sharpness with a positive "background". God has taken the anxiousness out of my daily life/routine and filled it with this ?calmness? Or could it be that one word I have always desired but never really ever followed through long enough to be able to claim by myself.......Serenity. At peace with oneself AND at Peace with The Father is my understanding of True Serenity.

Sadly, like me in a lot of ways, got saved and Filled with the Holy Spirit right away! Then, due to lack of wisdom at age 24, I did not seek or find my "calling" at that time. I was so sure I was to "pastor" that just that thought deflected or blinded me from The True Prize, Him. I had passion and fire but I did NOT seek Him first. Therefore I wondered for many years BUT He still Poured out Blessing upon Blessings to me. He gave me Grace and Mercy when I did not deserve nothing but maybe a van down by the river. Even though I turned away from Him, He Stayed True to His Calling for and to me. You hear, "God never gives up on you". Well that was just it for me, I "heard" but I haven't been "listening". The Holy Spirit can and will sustain me and all IF we let go of "free will" and carefully Listen for Him.

If I am Listening carefully to what I sense the Holy Spirit is saying to me, then I HAVE to be prepared and ready for Whatever He Wants. . .This is why I could have never been able to move forward when I was earlier saved in my life. I HAD to learn more from the world. I had to accept and trust that His yoke was lighter than the one that anchored me for so long. Mine like so many people in this world feels like this! "I can't go on"! "This just ain't worth it"! Sadly, life changing choices are made in these moments. I too relate. Sins that can't be forgiven, or so I thought. 40 years! 40 years did I have to wonder lost, running from myself and worst, My Heavenly Father! I missed it, or so I first thought. He has shown me all reasons and answers to all those 40 years. Not only is He directing my future today but He went back and cleaned up all the "dead bodies" I left behind! He took my sinful nature and made it Good. How? I had to live 40 years (kinda surprised I made it really) to have a testimony.

Because of my mortal life on earth and all my sins, God Will Have MORE of His Children Enter the Gates of Heavenly Glory! No joke! This "Calling" I am preparing for in my heart WILL BE transforming not only for me but many close to me now and many soon. May my light be bright enough to allow others, my Brothers and Sisters in Jesus, to see the Way. If anyone ever wanted to know "how to be salt/light for Him" is done, share your story! We all live by example whether we want to admit or not. If I have any credibility with my fellow man may they take encouragement from me. The Holy Spirit will be present when I give testimony that ONLY Glorifies The King of Kings and Lord of Lords! Like in the early Church, The Holy Spirit is about to Awaking His dormant Elite!

With all that I am, and He that knocked so long at my door, wants me to sound the alarm and gather my Brothers! Brothers who truly desire to fulfill that spiritual emptiness that runs through every man. That longing in your heart that can ONLY come from being In The Father! Brothers, The King is Calling YOU! Your place is at His Table where His Knights can ONLY Enter and Council with The King of Kings and Lord of Lords. What I say is Biblical. (Again if any untruths come out of me may God convict me quickly, and be corrected.) He promises His Faithful People The Keys of Heaven AND Reign with Him! This IS what I believe to True.


I am sure I have mentioned this before about the feeling of poring on to others The Holy Spirit. Today again was like that. My perception of everyday life as changed so that He makes it happen. I mean, if I am seeking God's Heart, it would make sense then I would look at my brothers and sisters with His eyes. I know how I look at my own children. Can I really look upon ALL people, His Children, like I do my sons and daughters? That love is pretty deep. God Loves us, ALL of US, more than I can ever humanly love my beautiful offspring of my own flesh. I can't get my mind around that! But lately when I find myself open, really open to my fellow man, He has shown me their real beauty. This is when I feel The Holy Spirit really come sparking out of and wanting to ?Bless?Heal?Encourage?Lead? my fellow man. However whatever that looks like, it don't matter. Just happens for His reasons.

-May Your Holy Spirit Fill the ones you are about to Awake! May Your Spirit come out of me and do whatever You have me to. God, give all my Brothers who will soon answer Your Call, the Courage that Only You Can Give. My manly courage is not enough, I need Yours! We all do in order to raise Your Banner High! -Amen

Day 16 and 17

All my humanness is wanting to "cave" and at least have a big glass of half and half with a little chocolate milk. This is tough! Wow! My family is having BLTs tonight and I have to dig deep or leave while bacon is being fried. Yesterday I grilled for the family and never licked my fingers. It isn't that easy today.


Again I am combining day 16 and 17 together.

Yesterday was a struggle like no other! Just the kids' animal cookies laying on the island looked tough as I walked by. Thank God Almighty for the strength to resist and more importantly, to finish strong.

Since I was convicted to finish this journey strong, The Father is showing me things through The Holy Spirit that is not of this world. I am now convinced in my heart of heart and every part of my being that The Holy Spirit is real and very much ALIVE! The finish to this marathon has to be done sprinting! The Prize is waiting me IF, if I continue to allow His Mighty Spirit to sustain me. I can't do this! at least not alone. This is by Him for Him!

My journey for this 21 days is to allow Him to send His Holy Spirit to me. Everyday is a test of my faithfulness. I still have free will. I still have to pick up my cross and CHOSE Him. Only if I give up my will can He be Free to use His in me.

There is SO MUCH going on and opening up in my spiritual life right now that I can NOT even begin to write it all down. The King is wanting my own willing heart so He can do His work. I am like a sword that is being sharpened prior for battle. Much of what He is showing and telling me is for only me for the time. Soon He will reveal His purpose in me. When this journey of fasting is over, then, and only by His Will, will I be ready for the war that is coming.
-Lord, I humbly ask You King of Kings to Sharpen me. Make me sharp for You and Your Glory alone! May whatever You have me do, I pray You have me do it with excellence, honor and worthy for You Father God!

Day 15

As this journey continues, the temptations seem to increase with constant physical desire. It's been over two weeks since I have eaten anything. I didn't really choose to do this, I was Convicted to do this. On this journey I have seen and felt The Holy Spirit Working in me which has CONVINCED me that The Holy Spirit is Sustainable. If food is all I have to sacrifice to receive The Gift of God via The Holy Spirit then may I never again put bread to my mouth! His Spirit has "filled" me in a way food could not. What I am learning first hand is this: Only through trials and temptations can I become stronger for His Glory!

I also feel convicted to finish this journey strong. Even though I have not eaten a morsel, I have enjoyed dairy products such as cream in my chocolate milk. No longer. I will only drink water and water based beverages like tea and coffee. I must finish strong! His Kingdom is Worthy of any sacrifice on my behalf!

Day 14 The Sabbath

The Lord is Good! Say it again, The Lord is Good!

Again I know without any shadow of doubt, the True Sabbath in my heart.

There is so much to do and Thanks be to God, some time yet to get these matters of Life and death moving forward. So long has "my will" forced me to say things that would maybe scare my fellow brothers and sisters. I see how I would loose credibility by not being true to His Spirit. There was always that conviction that would manifest into self guilt. Sin. BUT LET ME TELL YOU THIS! There is Freedom!!! This my brother is the most freeing experience of my forty years of trying it on my own! For the FIRST real TIME I can FINALLY be FREE to GO DO HIS WORK! This is my moment where I bow down to The King, give Him my oath, He anoints me or wields me a Knight worthy for Battle. The Ultimate weapon is being Poured upon me over His 21 days of fasting and praying. The True Spirit of God Himself, The One referred to as The Holy Spirit or Holy Ghost! This, satan, is MY Ally and I will not hold It back the rest of my days! You O King Will Fulfill Your Promise by giving Your Children Your Kingdom for All Eternity!


-This my King I humbly offer to You, One Who is Worthy.-



There was always something that kept me out of school. Never could place a finger on "why" I hated going to school. I even would feel guilty for being a school hater. Just didn't get why..., until now. Ready for another egotistical sounding statement. Here's one........ God knew that my weak mind could fall to trickery by the evil one. To be completely honest, I can count on both hands, or maybe just one hand the number of books I have read. Or read to completion. I don't know the exact number but I do understand finally. The statement would say "It is and was Heavenly Powers that I am not a scholar today." There ya go! That's pretty crazy to say I know. You haven't seen nothing yet!

A good friend of mine and I sat and visited last week. I learned from him that there are men and obviously many who believe that The Holy Spirit has been "called off" by God. As my friend said the term and meaning of this belief, I listened closely. I was taken off guard a little. The belief that Holy Spirit is being held back is a belief of the evil one! Do NOT ever let this idea in your head or worse in your heart! People, this is NOT a Biblical Truth to be taken lightly! If The Holy Spirit was "taken away" then why hold to the "trinity" concept? Really! All Hope would be lost and the Book of Life would be another "fiction" book among man! Let me tell you This Truth!,!

The Holy Spirit has and WILL change my perspective about life for my remaining days here on this earth! Boldly saying, healing is taken place right now! Healing that CAN ONLY be done by Someone or Something Holy! This is real! What has me, "shaken in my boots" a little is this vision that is cemented into my being. The premise of my vision or idea is happening right now 'in me by He' is the "Tip of the Iceberg"! This is a game-changer moment! You can I ask my kids this, for months I have said to my family..........Life is about to change like you can't imagine!" I have been saying this to all my family without knowing what that really looked like. Meaning in a more positive way then what I believe is to come later. So many confirmations around me if, IF, I take the time to watch, listen and for me, "feel around". My Father in Heaven wants to Bless only His Faithful servants NOW if, IF the human will is Free enough to allow His Holy Wonder, The Holy Helper, The Holy Hand that Moves the Pieces* on His Board of The Kingdom of Heaven to work!


-God, I humbly ask for the Holy Spirit come upon me and one who reads this as You would have him receive It! Make it clear in the Way You only can!

Day 13

As the sun sets beautifully in the West tonight, I see the dawn of The Sabbath.

I have been prompted to watch the movie, The Passion.

Saturday evening, 11PM, guess you can call it night. To finish up the day going into the eve of the Sabbath, both Lisa and I along with our kids were attacked. I saw it, felt it, and even bought into it a little. Spiritual Warfare. As I journey and grow stronger in the Holy Spirit the evil lord is threatened. We witnessed many failed attempts by satan the last few days. Several of our children attended Bible School this week. All week I saw the kids battle each other but then also retreat back to His refuge where only He can. My take of this war we were faced with this week.... we, the Morgan family, were for the first real time able to combat back and WIN! I know my human "free will" well enough to know how I react. If I get pissed and fight back at my adversary in the "wrong" way, I damage ones closest to me. When I see character formed through the battle then does real Victory" happen. This is what I witnessed. THANKS BE TO THE HOLY LORD GOD, MAKER AND KEEPER OF ALL!!!

Day 11 and 12

I am combining these last two days mainly because the two have similar lessons. Really this whole week has taught me one underline premise. "Living in The Spirit"
See, most people fear what the Holy Spirit can do. Then there are these Christians who really know about the Works of the Spirit but still fear It. Most of these men that I meet start "discerning" themselves right out of the Holy Spirit. "Well I know the charismatic church on the corner of Washington and East 1st believe that way". "It's OK with me as long as they keep it to themselves". Oh, and my favorite, "You have to be very careful with the spiritual stuff, no one can live by that spiritual stuff alone" and "I've seen so many people get 'filled' with the spirit and then loose it the next day". -Face it, most men try to justify their fears! The fact is, The Lord of Lords wants to give us His Chosen People, The Great Helper, The Holy Spirit! We fear it though. I will not be convinced otherwise! I know from personal experience.

My original prayer going into this 21 day fast and prayer was to humbly ask The Father for my, Jeff's mission or place for The Kingdom.

This is what is opening up to me from The Father.

My ultimate stand for The kingdom is yet to come. This I believe unconditionally. Until that time, my heart leans first to Israel. I can't not yet explain why I desire so much to go there, but I do. I will be Patience in Him until that day where He reveals to me His answer of "why".

Raising men to become the king He, The King of Kings, always wanted us to be. This is my vision.......- I see the Elite standing Boldly in these last days while the world crumbles. I see men renewing their spirit in His Glory so they may go do great things in His Great Name of Jesus!!! I see man choosing the world and all it's lusts over The One and True God. I see Good God Fearing men declaring and shouting "Glory be to The Most High" when He Returns to Claim what is Rightfully His. These men who are serving The Lord, doing His Work at the Time of His Return, will Reign with The King for 1000 years. It IS Written. -I want men, men with that passion that just "over flows"! If you ever tried filling that emptiness with something other than Jesus, you know what I mean. There's that part of you that He is prompting, asking you, "Can I come in?".............. What's the answer for The King?

God's Gift to us is LIFE, not just life eternal!!! I am banking, storing up treasures, if you will, for the Next Millennium right now in this mortal world. This life is too short compared to eternity. If I only have today, I better start living for You and Your children now! I pray that You find me serving only You when You call for Your Elite. May Your Name be Glorified through me and my offspring on That Day!

Glory and Honor to You Lord!

Day 10

Attitude vs Holy Spirit.


This is becoming such a "intense" or "radical" process that words can no longer express! When the Holy Spirit and myself are in tune, such miraculous things happen!!! Let me make this very clear! This is NOT me! The Spirit of The Most Holy can only Come on His people Powerfully who have opened their hearts and ones who truly believes in such a Power. I fall back to the premise of "the Bible says this really happened" and believe that! His Word still trumps man's fear. Right now, throughout the day, sleep,,,,,,really all the time I can sense this physical vacuum upon me. Sort of "electrical"! I feel it when people I take time to really talk to "tap" that same energy from me. It's real! I see it in them! Again, I truly struggle to find earthly words to describe this spiritual climb!

Attitude. I am learning that my attitude is directly related to how "in tune" I am with the Holy Spirit. Satan will not/does not let up in the world around but if my attitude stays in check, His power will overcome that evil. Perspective and knowledge of your enemy's movements will keep your human attitude safe if He is Lord of Life. Know your enemy! My worst days with bad attitude is when I push God away and satan's nets gets cast.

The temptation for the missing elements on this journey still burn in me. It's a physical reminder of His Great Plan for me. This is sustainable. This is real. May I never forget!

Day 9

Again writing the day after the title. -smile. The Day 8 was purposely done the day after but last night I was reminded how human I still am. After watching the best "Little League" game ever, we washed up babies, put them to bed, and then I slept.

Yesterday had several moments where I was reminded of human nature. Human nature is nothing more than "free will" being used or not. If/when the human flesh desire breaks the temptation barrier, then sin becomes clear. Free will is not as "freeing" if without The Holy Spirit.

This leg of the journey has given me perspective about the battle for free will. Satan has his own intention for human free will. He shows many shining elements about free will being good. From free spirit tree hugging to sitting in the Vatican and doing nothing for His cause, satan has also plans.

Make me a warrior for you my King Jesus! Put me in the place where You can be most Glorified!

Day 8

As I finish up "blogging" about how the Sabbath has changed me forever, this day has mirrored many aspects of the day before.

The guilt or any of the old negative thinking about Sunday was turned to Joy today. We still ran late getting to church. Worshiped with my brothers and sisters. Roger was obviously filled with the Holy Spirit today! He spoke to hearts that were also fertile by the Holy One. But this Sunday seemed freeing in many way like non other! I believe that day 8 was rewarded to me, as well as everyone around me today. Seriously, with a humble heart, I saw This Powerful Holy Spirit come into my life today and fill up many! Lord if I say anything in arrogance of boasting to myself, Lord please guide those words to Glorify You!

My thoughts and spiritual energy is all focused on these "gifts" of The Holy Spirit. This entire concept of having this...Supernatural..Holy and Heavenly........ Wonderful and Powerful, no earthly words can describe the extent of depths and length of The Holy Spirit. To top it off, He The King of Kings and Lord of Lords wants to give it to me..!.. I believe, through me, He can and will Heal many of many things. That's bold, I know. I find myself purposely touching people. I feel something almost physical energy pass from me to another. Maybe a physical touch for encouragement might all that is needed for some. But here again bold here, but I believe He wants me to do MUCH more! My entire 40 years of mortal life has been revealed to me for the sole purpose of Glorifying He, The One Who Sits On The Right Hand Side Of The Father.

I told some people of late some very deep and healing words. Words that will bring further healing. Healing that The Holy Spirit can only do! I sense things now like non other! Both physical and spiritual. I have always been a ''touchy'' type a person but now, it's anguishing finding words to describe! I can't. There seems to be a continuous vacuum around me all the time. It intensifies as The Holy Spirit works in me. Very Powerful yet Gentile.. Peace in peace. I feel lighter, quicker but yet firmly grounded in a foundation of Grace. But now is the time for courage. I believe that Holy Healing can be done through me therefore I must have the courage to do His works and give Him all Glory!

As I finish up this day I want to say this: Time is urgent! My journey as I blog about is only training for the real missions coming up. My sacrifices are still free-willed and mine to break. There will soon come a time where what I am putting myself through now could be forced upon me. Worse, the ones I love. Live today like tomorrow isn't coming! Love with hearts and arms wide open. Allow Him to Love you and you will willing return His love. Once His Love has been discovered, no other humanly love could ever be compared!

Day 7 The Sabbath

There is no doubt God Himself allowed me to live out The Perfect Sabbath. Even on this journey of fog and temptation The Creator of the Heavens and earth gave me rest on His Day. He has fulfilled in me this "unexplained" question I have always had about the Sabbath. God rewards His Faithful for being obedient even if it goes against all worldly logic. I am sold out!

Explain little more later,

Here it is 11PM on Sunday night still writing about yesterday. Yes- Saturday! Here it is laid out in terms I pray that will be understood. Our brothers the Jews still hold the Sabbath correctly . And for the FIRST time in my life of 40 years did I find true rest on the Sabbath.!. I always new and believed that Saturday was truly the Sabbath but never ever used a Saturday and DID IT!!! So I did. This experience has forever changed my perspective about the Real and True Sabbath. No man could ever teach me any different because of what happened to me on God's Holy Day of Rest. Freedom like none other! Desire to read His Word! Finding Holy Peace within this once broken body filled me completely! Confirmed over and over in so many ways, He graced me with. He is worthy to take rest in.

I could fill many blogs writing about my confirmed experiences yesterday. Thank God for this Renewed Spirit He has brought to me.

Day 6

This has been the most intense day of this almost week long journey. Little fear. Little, "can I do this!". Can't explain the challenges and how they came to play out today. I mean, from sharing the Gospel with, believe it or not, a person who "thinks" he/she is a content Christian. This person is a committed Christian and believes strongly in their beliefs. I honestly could have seen this person's persuasion but their premise didn't quite "fit"my new perspective in His Spirit. There are fundamental differences in where this "today's" Christian and I stack up. How can we declare His Victory over sin and not claim His Promises? Once again as in Th Book of Acts, His Holy Spirit comes to His Chosen people as Promised by Jesus Himself. "I will send you a Helper" did He not say? His Promises are so grand............we can't even put this in to our earthly minds!!! We, measure everything in man's gold not Heavenly Gold. Earth has it's splendor but measures shortly next to the King of King's pastures in Heaven. The Most Powerful Ally we as believers have is the Holy Spirit. Why don't I tap into that Power and use what He has sent to me already and live it out? I used to fear or maybe grieve is a better choice of words The Holy Spirit. One of my wisest counselors, who is a Spirit led man, said to me: "Jeff, if you can overcome your fear, you will gain power from it". I like and believe that. If human struggles and fears can be overcome by this ideology and human nature what Power must be passed when we talk in Heavenly Power through His Mighty Spirit!

All I am getting at is Believe! Believe every last word of the Bible. Believe that our Perfect Saviour was Worthy to Defeat death and Fulfill His Glory.

From temptations like none other, to sharing the Gospel with many, this day has been the best of this journey. As much as it stretched and pulled me in directions I've never been tugged before, it was an honor to serve the King. Everyone has their place and contentment, BUT may You Lord of Lords and King of Kings always keep me from there! May my spirit never be complete until I see you face to face. Blessed are the ones who went before us and saw The Face of The Son of Man. What Power You command in Your willing knights of Your Table. Praise and Glory to He Who is Worthy!!!

Day 5

Continuing to be stretched as this journey unfolds. God has found away to keep me focused intently in the Book of Acts. I am curious. As I feel the Holy Spirit pour on me, I am reading how Jesus' Disciples was filled with His Spirit and done great and miraculous feats! Is the same God that allowed Peter, John, Paul and all of His followers the same God I call King of Kings? Can This One Almighty Savior be the same God that lead Moses out of 40 years of wondering be the same Christ that I worship on Sunday morning? The Bible says so.

So here's my understanding of Day 5.

Why would this Great Lord hold back His Mighty Spirit from me?

This is what I am learning, HE DOES NOT HOLD BACK!!! HE is The Omega King! He loves me and all His people! He wants us to accept This Mighty Gift!!! How long has my last 40 been without it! I haven't lived yet! Fill me Lord God with Your Holy Spirit!

I pray that He continues to teaches me how to use His Power in the Holy Spirit.

Day 4

Today has continued to baffle me regarding the Power of The Holy Spirit! I feel controlled more by His dwelling than my own will. Day 4 has opened many new doors of possibilities. I find it easier to uplift someone or better said "encourage" my fellow man. Once I recall being on the "need" side of encouragement, seems my turn to do the same and give it.

Day 3

I am ending this Day 3 with watching the second half of my favorite movie of all time, The Return of the King. Extended version. I love this movie in so many ways right down to the title. Think about it, The Return of the King. Kinda powerful statement if you ponder the idea. A mighty king returning to the world of men. Honor and glory are still alive in the heroes of this classic story. Good verses evil. Good is down for the count in every way. No chance of victory, the liabilities out way the advantages by extremes measures. Death is sure.
But when evil is sure of triumph, the valiant hero, the one king that can restore the lands puts together a amazing and heroic campaign. From the ashes of defeat to high glory this man, willing at all times to give his life to the cause, brings order back from confusion. Victory was snatched away from evil on that day. I love this Lord of the Rings story.

I continue in prayer on this day asking my King to clearly show me my mission that will Glorify Him. As I journey forward it's becoming obvious that He is the potter and I His clay. He is shaping me in all spheres. I see and feel the old coming out and the new being renewed in me. Power is on my mind's forefront. Not human power but power that can only come from He, The Lord of Lords Holy Spirit. If Paul and His Chosen Ones harnessed and allowed That Spirit to freely work in their lives and make the unthinkable happen so I wonder why can't I or we?

Pray for me as I ask God to give me the heart to pray for you!

Front Page, WHAT???!!! Obama a god?

Just refreshed my tab @ Fox News, Headlines "OBAMA A GOD"! This is happening much faster than expected.!.


OK. It's time I spilled my guts.

Think as if it was a chess game. Board is set. Clock starts ticking. Weak side moves first. Game on.

The game progresses. One side finds an advantage and prepares his strengths and wisely looks at the table, in his mind, from his opponent's perception. Makes the decision to muster the courage along with his wisdom to strike that last remaining critical piece. The piece or peace is won but surrender still remains for the rejected loosing king.

If you could imagine with me this: From the time of The King of Kings returns to Heaven nearly 2000 years ago to where we are at now, today. Think with me now. Like a timetable.?. The clock started when He left earth. The Bible is clear about being an end too. Now, question is, where are we now at regarding the time table or chess game. There has to be a end? Remember, I am talking about a chess game. Some body will ultimately lose. Someone always looses. If anyone strives for a goal worthy enough, you should understand. Following?

Here is what I think. Please use any Bible you wish but must use both New and old Testaments. Use a website like "Rapture Ready" or look for yourselves ALL the Scripture that says different than I write about. If something I say or write isn't complete truth from Biblical Truths then call me a liar. But I do this on a fly, don't reference myself well, He is still defining me.

I, Jeff Morgan with all my spirit believes we are where no one wants to be in all history. Talking chess. We are IN "checkmate"!!! We as Christian HAVE to rise up now! It's urgent like no other time! The enemy has us in a place like humans have never been in before. Mankind has the power to destroy every person on His earth. All you have to do is read the Headlines in every media source. The enemy will look to see the Righteous King be brought to His knees BUT will be gravely disappointed when Our King again Defeats satan. Our King will soon reappear to find the enemy pretending to be the Righteous King. The Real Deal King will defeat His weaker enemy and bind him for One Thousand Years. This is Biblical fact. His faithful warrior servants still doing His work when He returns will Rule with Him during satan's bondage. We are at that critical "churning" point where everyone knows exactly what side he stands on. I use "churn" because in churning the heavy cream comes to the top. Thats what His people HAVE to do NOW! Evil is very attactive when descised by man.

Man will lead satan to this earthly throne. This enemy will be from man. Man will see another man and crown him "god" and praise him because he comes in "peace''. Our enemy knows exactly what man is seeking! With the world being one now, he, the evil lord, will try to seek that throne. The game peices are set, clock is on it's last few ticks, we are in checkmate, the enemy is so close I can feel his evil. But take courage, if choosen your side right, you and I are on desentened to have victory through He.

Awaiting His Glorious Return,

Day 2

It's the second day of this journey. Once thought or believed is now sinking to a new level of reality. Jesus is real and so are His words.

This day was filled with the Holy Spirit. As I pray for God to give me clear direction in this journey, I can't help myself but to pray for other people! People close to me, people in everyday walking. Is He changing my focus? I was hoping for something else, honestly. I wanna be a warrior for Him but not a prayer warrior. I trust He will define me even further.

The is real POWER in the Holy Spirit! Many thoughts and feelings go through me as I reflect that statement. Without a doubt, the same Spirit that allowed God's Chosen people to do the "remarkable and miraculous things" still desires that in me. It is written in His Word, The Spirit is NOT just relevant in Bible times. Why not take His Promises literally and BELIEVE His Word is tangible and worthy to cling to and hold.

My Bible was open to Acts chapters 8-9 today. Paul's conversion and turn around in Spirit was my reading. What spoke to me so boldly was how quickly he, Paul, was out in the Synagogues preaching. The Bible was clear in describing the time in "days" as he was trained by the disciples in Damascus. The boldness came from the reading. Here is Saul, this hater of Christians. He was smart and was targeting the leaders of this new "movement" in Jesus Christ. His target to kill has now became, in matter of hours or days his allies. Days of learning about the newly Risen King, Paul was filled by The Holy Spirit in order to be able to go out in public cheering and preaching the Name of Jesus!!! Power and bold, man Power and bold!!!

May God the Father again comfort me on the next leg of this journey.

Day 1

As I look back over the course of the day, all I can say is Wow! Unbelievable! or any other word that describes awe.
If this is only the start of a 21 day journey, I look forward to what The Lord of Lords has in store!

May this be my prayer for the next 20 days..........

Lord God King of the All that Is! For the rest of my days, may all of my human free will be humbly Yours to do with whatever You King Jesus leads me to do. I want nothing more of this world BUT to seek You out in it. May Your Holy Spirit fill in me with the same love You have for Your people.

Forgive me Father God. I have fallen short of Your Glory. I am a sinner. The worst sinner I know. But through Your Amazing Love and Grace, You Lord and Lord Alone has freed me from the bonds of my sins!!! May I never forget that! Today I am secure in You.

Make the task You and You alone have for me be clear. You alone know my heart best. Make me Your vessel. Make me Your servant among Your people. Pray to You Lord for Your Mighty Strength to be in me all the time.